♥ Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ♥
9:35:00 PM
O level is really around the corners! i cant believe it. and tmr's phsics practical already. i really hope i dun screw up anything. i'm afraid of screwing up.. but mdm lim says must have confidence in myself. and i need to have a good sleep. seriously, i think i'm lacking of sleep cuz my black eye rings tells me so! but i dun think i'm lacking my sleep actually. no matter wad, i'm gg to sleep at 1o? and hopefully i can wake up by 1o tmr. i dun wan to wake up so early..
we shant have too high expectations. we shant b thinking too much of the future. we, as human beings should be working on the present. not the past or the future. this lessens the agony of disappointments and heartbreaks. isnt it so? i hate getting disapointed over stuffs that have been happening recently.. especially since O is near and i dun want my morale to run low.
have been rather close wif the guys this few days. meeting for breakfast each day. BUT i really hate to see tt person la! he's super irritating and he's like getting on my nerve. bloody hell. how i wished he could jus disappear from the world. i have had enough. and i dun intend to reconcile with him. i dun give a damn about it. 4 years of friendship will b gone in a wink of an eye. provoke me, and tt's the end.
i hate the feeling of being sandwiched by two parties. argh. i'm super sick and tired over all this. is like one is my right hand and the other is my left. how can they not coordinate wif one another? then how am i supposed to live when they are moving in different direction?
CHINJUNWEI. i'm very angry wif u. i swear i'll burst if u ever do this to me again. i bet miss tan and miss chua is very shocked when they saw me. cuz i noe i'm super tulan. to the extend tt i can kill u even wif the stare i have. and u ought u to thankful i didnt have a chopper wif me.. or else u will b in pieces now.
i find myself unable to concentrate over the 'O'. everytime when i decided i shall open my geo or history book, i ended up having a super headache. i really hate this feeling. is like it's the last and final run after 1o years of education. the final lap. and now.. things are like this. it's the FINAL LAP. i have survived ten years of MOE education. this is my one and only chance to perform well.
no more black outs like wad happened four years ago for science paper.
no more careless mistakes wif regards to math-related papers
no more 'oh shit, i didnt study'
no more sleeping in the hot and humid hall
ganbatte to all those taking O this year. give ur best shot and God will bring u through this. i know this cuz i will do my best and i'm sure God will bring me through. i've experience this before and i've absolute fate in him=)
